the class was exceptionally obedient today. they completed their work on time and was attentive when i was explaining stuffs. even the tutor next door was amazed at my class' quiet'ness today. i wonder wat they had gone thru during the hols. but i still miss my old class....wif the 3 'jahanams' combined power, the class was livelier...ehkehekhe.

im having a minor blocked nose and a lil cough. damn! shouldnt have drunk lemon lime juice in de morning *isz cakap mcm peloh dukun kuntet...ehehehe* and i cant breathe properly now. darling vicks dun work...how do i inhale when i cant breathe thru one nostril? wish i could un'block it in one easy movement with no huffing and blowing or dry skin around the nose. read somewhere that stuffing the nose with a piece of cloth wetted with kerosene and lighted up might work. mebbe i'll try dat if all else fails. 8B

i can hear amin's whimpering from my room...hehe. his house is at the block juz in front of my house. his is on the 2nd floor and im on the 5th. so i can see him quite clearly whenever he's in his walker at the door. ok, off to lunchy. ^_^

actually i dun need a job dat urgently now cos i can tahan a few more months with many freelance projects available. got another lead yesterday from omerry. thx so much, bud! but i would be more than happy to have a permanent job. mebbe its because frens are getting permanent ones...pressure..pressure. mebbe i'll go for those short courses instead...pc networking, bw photography, etc, etc.

noticed the image preview on my dimage5's lcd somehow has this tinge of purple. kinda cool.....*in nibong style....cooooo* muehehe...where has she been aniway? you know you stay home too much when you keep hearing pck's rap song playing in your head...*sars is the virus that i want to minus, no more surprises if you use ur brain, use ur brain, use ur brain* ehekhekehek...

fooyoo...juz saw the new blogger layout. looks a bit confusing though. prefer the old one. and realised dat im still using bloggerPRO. i didnt use much of the features. i can upload files directly and change publishing date to a later date. *shrugs* wat else? amin's juz gone home. he can now sit by himself. soon he'll be zoomin ard the house. 8D

i've payed all my bills. compiled all the misc fotos for the fusion nite and the mini lunchy @ lil india. almost got everything to work by this weekend. but then again, being single means i don't have to plan my life around other people, and that is a joy in itself. it's bitter but joy, nonetheless. 8B i have oso redone my namecards becos of that stoopid change in my domain name, etc, etc *it's complicated so i wun waste ur blardy time in explainin it* the more you think you know, the more you realize you dont.

tired. need to get ready for some job interview later @ 4pm. the way i see it, im gonna develop right shoulder muscle *got such thing??*, carrying dat HUGE portfolio bag. muehehee~ carryin caught up wif the small peeps *lydia, yanni, isz* yesterday over some chapati yesterday. i really need to plan my day for this weekend. there's a seminar organised by mdis for mendaki tutors this saturday...and work's gonna stalled for a while. i would certainly appreciate more discipline in my life so that I can get my chores done. and i have yet to pay my fone bills. *gasps!*

wore my new pair of shoes to the beach this evening. they're red and simple loveely. this brisk walking to the beach is actually a weekly exercise thingy trying to get our lazy butts to move....heh. we were lucky cos the beach was a walking distance from home. the air is cool and and dry. the breeze sounds harmonious. we juz sat by the beach waiting for the sunset. i wish life is as simple as this. hmm...i need a job. im broke. 8B i tink i'll stone now and watch watever's on teevee. taa~

im resigning myself to the fact that there are some people who may end up without soulmates, lovers, partners despite the fairytales we love to believe in. which is why im pushing myself to werk through so many activities...photography, freelance work, study...etc...etc. many commented that im a workaholic, that i am too self-possessed...it's actually an attempt to numb myself. so that i dun have to come crashing down everyday knowing that in the end I am just some fucked up person who cannot even handle herself anymore. get the point? sure, everyone needs someone special to share your thoughts with at the end of the day...that would be a bonus. but life goes on.

me and jane have plans to go ubin cycling + shoot sometime soon. the humidity right now is like some kitchen cloth *the ones you used to wipe the tables and stuffs* that, although wrung out and hung up repeatedly, never seems to dry completely. not quite stifling, but hardly pleasant. but weather's definitely getting better...the winds were blowing while we were at the beach yesterday. families having picnics and so many people enjoying the weather. when it rains, i spent pining for the sun and warm air; now i rejoice at clouds and the slightest chance of rain because they mean relief, however slight.

domain's having problems for the last couple of days. and it happens in times like this. my portfolio's online and no potential employer can even take a look at it. i wun even give a damn about giving a good testimonial about my webhost...they did give me reasons why the server's down, bla, bla....but all i want now is my site to be up without constantly changing my urls. this is absolutely ridiculous(!!!). damn the limaus! *no, not the fruit!*

on a lighter note, amin's revving his engine and crawling now. heh. and he has actually gained more weight than the last time i carried him. everyone in the house gushed at him...cant help it cos he's juz sooooooooo cute. *swoons*

chatted wif her yesterday. missed the small peeps. cant wait to meet up for indian food next week. ;)

spent my day wif kak rosi yesterday at pasir ris beach. had a lil picnic by the sea and watched the ships pass by. bruised my bum cycling for only an hr and it still hurts. ekhekehheke. im thinking whether to buy a pair of blades or a bike by the end of this month. inputs, anyone?

i watched 'Jelangkung' again today. and im still disturbed by the movie. it's about a group of 4 youngsters who are very much interested in supernatural stuffs. One of them called a dead boy's spirit using a 'jelangkung' *think oiuja board*. And the horror begins. cinematography's pretty great...and i pretty much lurve it. i've not watched a good horror movie for a loonnnng time and this is one movie you shouldnt miss. except that they shud provide subtitles...cos their bahasa indon a bit pekat. isz will definitely be covering her eyes throughout the movie...heh.

aniway i've sold my holga and shall miss her dearly. but im sure she'll take good care of it. 8) i was late for the transaction cos the job interview took me for an hr (!!). it was quite a big company at paya lebar road. and juz took 2 bus rides from my place...though a bit of a walking distance. fortunately my babar accompanied me juz now or i'd be lost. 8B