im resigning myself to the fact that there are some people who may end up without soulmates, lovers, partners despite the fairytales we love to believe in. which is why im pushing myself to werk through so many activities...photography, freelance work, study...etc...etc. many commented that im a workaholic, that i am too self-possessed...it's actually an attempt to numb myself. so that i dun have to come crashing down everyday knowing that in the end I am just some fucked up person who cannot even handle herself anymore. get the point? sure, everyone needs someone special to share your thoughts with at the end of the day...that would be a bonus. but life goes on.