im irritated most of the morning yesterday cos i didnt get enuff sleep de prev nite. they postponed the whole iAp forum to next week instead. and she aggravated de situation by asking silly questions....duh~ and with that dopey look and trying to act cute, she's not going to get my sympathy. at first i juz wanna ignore her blatantly and get irritated. but eventually i feel as if i juz wanna strangle her to death. heh...its dat bad. but of course, we all get mad, irritated, frustrated, etc., with others for things they do or do not do, but no one can force anyone to do anything. mebbe i shud let it go cos being angry with her doesn't get me anywhere. she's like that and will always be.

lately ive been having extremely vivid dreams. i wake up and think, "what a weird dream..." memory of dreams decay exponentially cos no sooner than i step into the bathroom and it's gone...*poOf* mebbe i shud try to record immediately what dreams i have in my palm. a personal proj. heh.

i passed all the physical tests except the 2.4km run yesterday. havent run that far for almost 6yrs now. so i cant expect anything. hehe. im aching all over. my thighs felt as if if a 10kg weight has been tied to them. i dread the thought of climbing that overhead bridge from the bus stop to the other side of the road to get home. even walking that few metres to the toilet is 'torturous' :P

btw, hepi berfday, yannii ^_^

dunno wat happened but my prev entry disappeared. here's an excerpt regarding the 6 people who actually stood for humanity rights:

"These 6 stand as tall as the millions in Rome, London, New York, Sydney, Paris. They stand as tall as the passionate, the free and the thinking. They stand as tall as all the catalysts of social changes throughout history."

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i had a nitemare yester'nite that i accidentally reformatted my hard disk and all my 3yrs of work disappeared. it was so real...that i swear im gonna back up my data tonite. my body ache from the stress, and work drained me mentally. On top of all the work itself, the weather and the lab's temperature have combined to make this a truly horrible month. there's this dull ache in my neck, shoulders and arms...i dunno whether i could survive the nafta test this thursday.

it was love at first sight when i saw the tungstenT. so, why do I want to grab it when what I have my trusty organiser for years? my sharp organiser has been sittin on my table for years and collecting dust now so buying it won't probably justify my need. and besides i adore my paper organiser...its been personalised. maybe it's a geek thing or something...thought i could withstand the urge to buy. but i bought it anyway. heh.

since i received my new T last Sunday, i have been downloading new programs and applications for my palm. games on the T are ok lah...not like those found on ur pc...but hey, they pass my skool travelling time really nicey nice. if you need more engaging games, try the gameboy advance. ^_^ and i dun miss my stop anymore cos i dun sleep (except when im really tired). gonna get that sd card soon to listen to my favourite mp3s. soon.

sneaked out of skool for lunch @ far east this afternoon wif the 3 small peeps (isz, ratz, toots). initially they juz wanted to eat at engin blk. and me had to go to redeem my free mp3 player at tangs. isz suggested that everyone accompany me and then eat at far east. tenkiuuuuuuuuuuu peeps...*muahz* food was, as usual, gr8...im not usually choosy about food. heh. and i finished my share. wished the makcik at skool could cook more varieties than juz the usual kangkong, chicken curry, and sotong. yahlah...i muz be thankful, rite?

and salaam EIDUL'ADHA to all muslims.

received news that dOc ahmad's wifey has safely given birth to a bouncing lil baby last thursday...^_^ been pretty strenuous for the past week, tryin to come up wif the design concept for the eSculpture website. the timetable's packed and it looks like we have a deadline every week. isz is bz eating her sausage mcMuffin rite now...toot's tryin hard to figure out her scripts @ pitas. ratz is readin up her actionscriptin book.

today's gonna be my first day, tutoring 15kids in mTs. hope i can tahan till de end of dis yr. heh.

i was sooo bored today that i spent half an hour disturbin isz on iCq. i purposely used HUGE fonts and ask her silly questions and making silly'er remarks. ehehee...she got fed up and ignored me. me and tuty started it first cos we were BORED. yes...dat B word again. we iCq'ed each other even though we were sittin only next to each other. how boliao is dat? ratz was busy doing some cutouts and giving us cutey lil stuffs. tenkiuuu....

gonna decorate my desktop tomorrow. i have a new pc assigned to me....wif msn and icq. weehooo~ but cant change de wallpaper. dat sux BIG time. cos i keep seeing this red, ugly open house ad. heh.

i have only one major project done. and its a pathetic lil project which i cant be proud of. there're vague feelings of unease, and mild palpitations, especially on going to sleep. i missed so many minors juz because i did dat MAJOR proj. hmm....now i gotta squeeze my brain for more juice. know wat i mean? nmd if you dun....hehheehe. this is a useless entry.