had another farewell luncheon yesterday. indu and vini invited me for lunch @ jtc.....didnt know there's so much varieties of food to eat there...i would have eaten there everyday if i knew it. jo, gayathri and tharani joined us too. how sad that today is my last day. gonna miss them + other peeps like john, bec, budi, rae, adrian and whomever i'd missed mentioning...ehehe. yesterday de icus peeps were given hongbao and a couple of oranges. fadh came over and showed off his coolpix4000....yahlah...new cam mah...ehehe. he was sweet enuff to take group fotos of me and some of de icus peeps wif his new cam. tenkiuuuu~ 8P completed my report...and looking forward to the major projects at skool. we'll rock de fyplab next week! lol~ and take care, yanni and yoggie. 8) all ready and excited to bum ard this cNy hols...yippeeeeee~

i've been definitely going through an awkward stage...i haven't been in one of these stages since my teenage years. i juz had a sty growing on my left eye and it's kinda itchy now. a pimple juz suddenly appeared on my left cheek. im disturbed by it not because of cosmetic reasons. but when i wash my face, it's painful. bec suggested that mebbe i shud cover it up...ehehe. wif plaster perhaps? had a farewell lunchy wif the cSh team at some bali restaurant...de food's pretty spicy and i am full because i drank too much water.

7 more days to go. yes, im excited abt skool. everyone on attachment is excited about going back. it's not that i hate icus. icus is a gr8 place to work in...the peeps, the workplace and of course, the thai food which im going to miss....eheheheh. there's so much things i've learnt @ icus...an enriching experience, i muz say. but it's a tiring cycle to travel all the way from my home to jurong east mrt everyday and rushing for the mrt seats in the evenings. the long journey will kill me someday. hehe.

this morning, everything went on smoothly during my meetup with xuan2. the actionscript worked without any hiccups. *Alhamdulillah* and 70% of the demoreel completed in the morning right after my Subr' prayers. she suggested a few things to improve my portfolio and demoreel. lots and lots of touchups to do. and no prize for guessing wat colour theme im using. ;)

"same thing we do everynite, pinky." trying to get my portfolio site done. i know im not going to finish it tonite but gonna implement that gallery script and try to finish most of the site. reached home at about 10:30pm yesterday. stared long enuff at the stoopid actionscript before i went to sleep. And figured out the script for my portfolio site. and the demoreel? i think i cant finish that too. 8B

it dawned on me that im going to be 24 this year. and graduating at 24. ive wasted my 3 years and tried to accomplish back what i shud have achieved 3 years back. as a human being, i do sometimes regret my actions but ive always believed in Him and that He has got something for me. and i saw it...a whole bunch of them. i found isz *nak manja jek si memek nih...haha*, disslexic *dulu dier tak campor ngan budak melayu..skrg aku sayang..heheeheh*, tuty *nak act cute jek...heh*, yanni *alahai...sakit hati...sakit perot..mcm2*, yoggie *forever thinks her hair's out of place...ehhehe* and another gift from Him is that i get to do what i've always wanted to do. design.

somethin within these 3years. in comparison to relationships around me last time, i find that i am in the midst of loving relationships all around me. mebbe i should live in those relationships now instead of waiting until they are gone to cling to them as though my life depends upon their existence. but im exhausted.

had free food yesterday at icus' dinner. enjoyed myself and had much fun taking pix of the peeps. the gathering gave me a chance to interact with the peeps...didnt know dat they can be dat lame and farny. heh.



would also like to announce the official opening of pixelatedTheory. ^_^ come in, come in...dun shy shy...

i finally met kak fateha yesterday for lunchy. weehooooooo! been 3 yrs, i think, since ive met her online. a bit awkward though when we faced each other...hehee. also had a smashin time @ clubsnap's berfday bash [1, 2] at grand plaza parkroyal hotel in the evening. my eyes were blinded by the flashes. *not flashers* talking abt mass flashing.haha. wish the s2pro *the one im holding in de pic* is mine though. ^_^

i can see clearly now. hehe. my eyes can the death of me when im not wearing my specs, and yet I choose to rely on it. that's how important they are. staring the pc for long hours or watching the teevee too closely has caused severe astigmatism in my left eye. it won't stop me from working on de pc but i'll take extra precautions from now on. i'd rather be a rabon geek than a blind one. heh.

My specs broke apart in 2 pieces last sunday morning. me and emak rushed to the nearest specs shop to get a pair...im juz not used wearing my hijab without my specs. the feeling's odd...it's as if im naked. watching teevee was worse...tried to figure out the subtitles when i watch a hindustani movie yesterday and staring @ de pc gave me a headache. i could only get my new specs this evening and right now the world has slightly soft, fuzzy edges. kind of cool though. get close and say hi to me if you ever saw me on the train later. hehe. i couldnt recognise you at this moment.

someone nearly sat on me on the MRT juz now. This guy was trying to sit beside me when the mrt jerked suddenly. but im posting this entry so im still alive. hehe. im really busy this week...olivier has given me 14 illustrations to do, module 15 to complete, and most importantly 80% of my portfolio and demo reel to be shown this friday. *stares @ de pc*

i received an sms that Ustaz Syed Abdillah Al-Jufri had passed away this morning. i was shocked and sms'ed back whether it's for real cos previously it wasn't. And it was true afterall. a gr8 Muslim scholar has indeed left this world. i would like to extend my deepest sympathy to the family. may Allah bless his soul. Ameen.

i watched Cinta Bollywood yesterday to see whether it's really worth the hype. And it was great....something different from de serious genres suria has been producing. it's an honest, candid film about the bollywood-craze people and how they influence/directly affect those around you. Suhaila who played julia was more than excellent in her roles. she's a fantastic comedic actress...suzairhe is a bit like the role he played in 'anak metropolitan' when he argued wif the shop-owner.... but i do hope they can carry it off in the subsequent episodes. definitely something unique from the other sg-malay comedies. muz watch.