it dawned on me that im going to be 24 this year. and graduating at 24. ive wasted my 3 years and tried to accomplish back what i shud have achieved 3 years back. as a human being, i do sometimes regret my actions but ive always believed in Him and that He has got something for me. and i saw it...a whole bunch of them. i found isz *nak manja jek si memek nih...haha*, disslexic *dulu dier tak campor ngan budak melayu..skrg aku sayang..heheeheh*, tuty *nak act cute jek...heh*, yanni *alahai...sakit hati...sakit perot..mcm2*, yoggie *forever thinks her hair's out of place...ehhehe* and another gift from Him is that i get to do what i've always wanted to do. design.

somethin within these 3years. in comparison to relationships around me last time, i find that i am in the midst of loving relationships all around me. mebbe i should live in those relationships now instead of waiting until they are gone to cling to them as though my life depends upon their existence. but im exhausted.