i go to bed exhausted and i woke up even more exhausted. this is not good. i woke up on time when the mrt reaches jurong east this morning. i really have no control over it. i've been doing illustrations since late last week. and i got to complete 10++ illustrations by lunchtime today. i want some outside force to entertain me so I can glean pleasure without any effort on my part, aside from keeping my eyes open. eid seems so near and i havent done anythin on my part...cleanin the house, helpin emak wif the cookies, etc, etc. i need help myself.