Boy, was I late. I was tired and late and not happy at all. I was in a rush. I was maybe already late by 30 minutes or so. I even got the time to watch Malaysia's National Day parade on teevee with babar. no tix needed....no souvenirs for the parade but the parade was pretty grand. i heard that people had begun crowding Dataran Merdeka since 5am! though nothing spectacular in itself cos singapore's ndp has juz ended 3 weeks ago but it's definitely taking on a certain grandeur. wish i could go there and *sNap* *sNap* here and there....

i'm still sitting here at home sitting in front of my pc...experimenting with skyte's flash project. once i finish skyte and nouza, i'll start on my chapteh project. *ahh...productivity in the face of laziness...hope it will work out* i thought i want to go to skool earlier...but didnt cos of a headache. mebbe i'll go later after my zuhur prayers since isz is using my comp at the fypj lab. see? i'm a good fren - period

i'm taking time to go photoshooting either alone or anyone who's interested to go wif me next week. missing my camera terribly and tomorrow starts my one-week term break. i'll still be going to the fypj lab though. i doubt i could take any leave as we still havent finished the kelong project. irc looks strange to me after not chatting for quite some time. chatted with a dear fren juz now...kinda miss chatting with him...he's one of those who can talk about anything...from religion to photography. and i respected him for that.

abortion is murder!

been having this sinus problem since afternoon....i think i'm allergic to this particular smell of perfume cos the moment she came near me, my nose started to twitch *mcm tikush, hehe* and soon i was sneezing non-stop. fortunately i had my vicks with me and i guess i muz have applied almost a handful of it onto my nose during the national education seminar juz now. i slept throughout the seminar....trying very hard not to sneeze too loud. the speaker and guest performers were patriotic but i wasn't in the mood. everyone wasn't either! ratz was sleeping in weird positions.....hehehe. meritocracy? racism will never be dissolved even in singapore. somehow, there'll always be racist pigs out there....looking @ our "skin colour" and not what we can do.

totally forgot about odah's berfday....isz berfday reminders muz have deleted several important "data" in my brain...heh~ anyway, a BIG *huGz* to odah....hepi berfday! your first berfday as a mother, yah?


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didn't know about the mph book sale @ de expo until i read yesterday's sunday times @ 3pm....*s0b* wanted to go...but i still haven't completed my assignment. and my granduncle juz passed away this morning....and my results for the accounting test were quite bad. :(

me jealous of you? no way....i'm happy to be the way i am...i don't have to report every single day's happenin to anyone...and i dun have to ask anyone for opinions on every decisions to be made. i dun have to be jealous of anyone if he goes out wif anyone and spending less time wif me. and i dun have to whisper sweet-nothings to anyone and end de fonecall with the 3-letter words. so why shud i have a boyfren? *bLerGh*

i wish spitting could really be banned here like littering. I dont see anyone kena CWO for spitting....or any news reports on dat. :/ beceng punyer orang!

who'd be so cruel to leave her child all alone? =/

Homer Simpson sings "The Sound of Music":

Dough, the stuff that buys me beer
Ray, the guy that sells me beer
Me, the guy that drinks the beer
Far, the distance to my beer
So, I think I'll drink my beer
La, la la la la la beer
Tea? No thanks, I'm having beer
That'll bring us back to... D-OH! (I'm out of beer)

still got time for my x-files yesterday cos i thot this portfolio thingie gonna be easy but my prediction was wrong. heh~ and i'm still @ home....juz finished putting all my artwork together for this yr's 1st portfolio assessment. somehow i feel that there's something missing but couldnt figure out wat. *bLur*

yay, sh0rtfart changed my pc @ skool to a faster P4 machine with 250mb zip drive *de old one has only a 100mb* now i can download stuffs and dump everything on my 250mb disks....they shud have included a cdburner...heh..then i can be a "pirate queen". all i need now is photoshop, illustrator and flash mx.....*screams* mr alexxxx!!!!

got this from No Fairy Tale :: Pakaian Ketat Mengundang Panu..!

i told lina that my tutor, daHm, is "singing" to us some lullaby in class...zzz. i came across this interesting site while surfing for some inspirations for my upcoming installation assignment. Ideas are so elusive and mysterious. I know they are hiding somewhere...

i was hibernating on national day yesterday. watched teevee and pretended that i dun have any assignments to complete....heh~ Thought of shooting the fireworks display @ kallang stadium but i was super lazy and didn't go. And this morning, I saw a huge array of fireworks pix from clubsnap. so even if i do take, it'd be the same like de others. *yah...trying to be a sour grape :P* and today? had makeup classes for authoring and managed to understand a bit more than half wat uncle choong was teaching. i was surfin, trying to make myself awake. isz, as usual, slept for a while in class. it's her routine in uncle choong's class...hehe. kept asking peeps over and over again whether she smelt of durians...nope, she didn't smell. but when we got back to the fyPj room, the whole room stinked...some kind of this bacin durian smell from her bag. dunno but i think she carried durians in her bag or something yester'night...ekhehke.

buttercup, my fav ppg character!! *griNz*

Langly, Byers, and Frohike, the 3 lone gunmen "died" in the x-files episode juz now. Byers is a neatly bearded, well dressed information systems expert. Langly is tall, rangy, blond, and spectacled. His specialty is communications. Frohike serves as the photographic and special operations guru of the bunch. He also has a decided affection for Agent Dana Scully. Will be missing them in future episodes...they weren important characters but they have added spice to the series. =/

Why do we need national education as one of our modules? got back from the NE seminar and de same ol' topics was brought up....terrorism, defence, foreign talent, racial harmony. =/

If you could get rid
of yourself just once,
The secret of secrets
Would open to you.
The face of the unknown,
Hidden beyond the universe
Would appear on the
Mirror of your perception.
Rumi

lol~ odah @ juli is actually anak sedara berriesngum.

ratna, isz, tuty and me devoured every single bit of de yummy durian cake for breakfast...*timer kasihhhh, tuty!!*

"Bila ku kenang ku renung gambar wajahmu
kisah yg lalu tak akan berulang lagi
lupakan saja cerita lama
usah dirayu pada yg tak sudi

janganlah dinanti pada yg telah pergi
hanya luka lama kan berdarah kembali
diri kecewa tidak terkata
mengapakah itu disebut lagi

apalah yg hendak dikata
sudah suratan takdir menentukan
inilah ragam manusia
manis di bibir pandai bermain lidah

berputar-putar membelitkan kata2
hanya linangan airmata yg menitis
tiada bayangan di akhir lagu
membisikkan kata rindu bayangan"

Is listening to "Rindu Bayangan" while doing my gradient mesh illustration. Such a soothing song. I'm getting sleepier by the minute...

aargh...forgot to bring my favourite yellow zipdisk to skool.

diam tak bererti kalah :) *being quiet doesn't mean we're the loser* and yes, i'm de oldest in dmd yr3 :) nak panggil makcik ke, kakak ke...panggil jek lah. no sweat for me.